Lyrics: EPIK HIGH - Award Remarks

[Hangul]
에픽하이 - 수상소감

내게 거리감 느꼈다면 넘지 마
상처받은 만큼 선을 그은 거니까
난 더 이상 속지 않아
미소 뒤에 숨겨놓은 칼날에
피투성이 되어버린 나니까
수도 없이 봤지
앞과 뒤가 다른 모습
가족 같은 이들이
남이 되어 가는 것을
결국 내 값어치에 따라
지들 멋대로 샀던 마음을 상처로 되팔아
준 적 없는 권리 내세우며
당연하듯 요구하는 자신들의 편의
백번 이해해도 결국 단 한 번 거절이
손가락질받으니
어쩔 수 없이 벽을 쌓는 거지
갈수록 차가워지는 내 마음보다 아픈 건
하나둘 떠나고
눈앞에 사라지는데
아무렇지도 않아
차라리 속 편해
이게 진짜 내 모습이었나 봐

먹구름도 구름이었지
생각해보니
날 닮은 것 같아
쓴웃음도 웃음인 거지
웃을 일 없는 세상을 사니까
I did it for you

내 말이 들린다면
고개를 끄덕여 줘
허공에 뱉어대는
혼잣말도 지치니까
내게 손가락질 대신
손을 흔들어줘
걸음을 멈추기에는
갈 길이 바쁘니까

나도 내가 걱정돼
아침마다 거울 앞에 서서
힘겹게 짓는 이 가면 같은 포커페이스
17년째 이 바닥 생활하다
잠시 들춰보니
원래 얼굴이 더 낯설어 못 벗겨내
다들 겁을 내
감정 없는 나를
이런 나를 만든 가해자가 바로 너넨데
단물 빨아먹고 날 버린 거머리들
내 모든 샘에
빨대 꽂은 놈들이 내가 피도 눈물도 없대
Damn' right
다들 꽁꽁 싸맨 apathy
It's a cold world
나만 벌거벗고 산 거지
Now I can be anything I wanna be
What doesn't kill me
can only make me bleed
거울에 입김을 불며
뿌연 내 얼굴을 보며
깨달은 게 있어
Maybe God and the Devil
이 둘은 적이 아닌
그저 한 존재의 이중인격

먹구름도 구름이었지
생각해보니
날 닮은 것 같아
쓴웃음도 웃음인 거지
웃을 일 없는 세상을 사니까
I did it for you

내 말이 들린다면
고개를 끄덕여 줘
허공에 뱉어대는
혼잣말도 지치니까
내게 손가락질 대신
손을 흔들어줘
걸음을 멈추기에는
갈 길이 바쁘니까

I'm comin' home
도와줄 거 아니면 let me go
두 손을 하늘 위로 내밀어
The show goes on and on and on

I'm comin' home
도와줄 거 아니면 let me go
두 손을 하늘 위로 내밀어
The show goes on and on and on

Done

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[Romanization]
epighai - susangsogam

naege geoligam neukkyeossdamyeon neomji ma
sangcheobad-eun mankeum seon-eul geueun geonikka
nan deo isang sogji anh-a
miso dwie sumgyeonoh-eun kalnal-e
pituseong-i doeeobeolin nanikka
sudo eobs-i bwassji
apgwa dwiga daleun moseub
gajog gat-eun ideul-i
nam-i doeeo ganeun geos-eul
gyeolgug nae gabs-eochie ttala
jideul meosdaelo sassdeon ma-eum-eul sangcheolo doepal-a
jun jeog eobsneun gwonli naese-umyeo
dang-yeonhadeus yoguhaneun jasindeul-ui pyeon-ui
baegbeon ihaehaedo gyeolgug dan han beon geojeol-i
songalagjilbad-euni
eojjeol su eobs-i byeog-eul ssahneun geoji
galsulog chagawojineun nae ma-eumboda apeun geon
hanadul tteonago
nun-ap-e salajineunde
amuleohjido anh-a
chalali sog pyeonhae
ige jinjja nae moseub-ieossna bwa

meogguleumdo guleum-ieossji
saeng-gaghaeboni
nal dalm-eun geos gat-a
sseun-us-eumdo us-eum-in geoji
us-eul il eobsneun sesang-eul sanikka
I did it for you

nae mal-i deullindamyeon
gogaeleul kkeudeog-yeo jwo
heogong-e baet-eodaeneun
honjasmaldo jichinikka
naege songalagjil daesin
son-eul heundeul-eojwo
geol-eum-eul meomchugieneun
gal gil-i bappeunikka

nado naega geogjeongdwae
achimmada geoul ap-e seoseo
himgyeobge jisneun i gamyeon gat-eun pokeopeiseu
17nyeonjjae i badag saenghwalhada
jamsi deulchwoboni
wonlae eolgul-i deo nachseol-eo mos beosgyeonae
dadeul geob-eul nae
gamjeong eobsneun naleul
ileon naleul mandeun gahaejaga balo neonende
danmul ppal-ameoggo nal beolin geomeolideul
nae modeun saem-e
ppaldae kkoj-eun nomdeul-i naega pido nunmuldo eobsdae
Damn' right
dadeul kkongkkong ssamaen apathy
It's a cold world
naman beolgeobeosgo san geoji
Now I can be anything I wanna be
What doesn't kill me
can only make me bleed
geoul-e ibgim-eul bulmyeo
ppuyeon nae eolgul-eul bomyeo
kkaedal-eun ge iss-eo
Maybe God and the Devil
i dul-eun jeog-i anin
geujeo han jonjaeui ijung-ingyeog

meogguleumdo guleum-ieossji
saeng-gaghaeboni
nal dalm-eun geos gat-a
sseun-us-eumdo us-eum-in geoji
us-eul il eobsneun sesang-eul sanikka
I did it for you

nae mal-i deullindamyeon
gogaeleul kkeudeog-yeo jwo
heogong-e baet-eodaeneun
honjasmaldo jichinikka
naege songalagjil daesin
son-eul heundeul-eojwo
geol-eum-eul meomchugieneun
gal gil-i bappeunikka

I'm comin' home
dowajul geo animyeon let me go
du son-eul haneul wilo naemil-eo
The show goes on and on and on

I'm comin' home
dowajul geo animyeon let me go
du son-eul haneul wilo naemil-eo
The show goes on and on and on

Done

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[English]
EPIK HIGH - Award Remarks

If you feel the distance to me, don't go over it
Because I drew a line as much as I was hurt
I'm not fooled anymore
On the blade hidden behind the smile
Because I'm covered in blood
I saw it countless times
The front and back are different
Like family
Becoming someone else
In the end, according to my worth
I sell my heart that I bought it with my own wounds
Promoting a right you never gave
Their own convenience that they demand for granted
Even if I understand it a hundred times, in the end only one rejection
Fingered
I can't help but build a wall
What hurts more than my heart gets colder
Leaving one by one
It disappears before my eyes
It doesn't matter
I'd rather be comfortable inside
I guess this really was me

Dark clouds were clouds
thinking about it
I think you resemble me
A bitter smile is also a laughter
Because I live a world where there is no laugh
I did it for you

If you can hear me
Nod your head
Spitting in the air
I'm tired of talking to myself
Instead of pointing at me
Wave your hand
To stop walking
Because the road to go is busy

I'm worried about me too
Standing in front of the mirror every morning
A poker face like this hard-to-make mask
17 years living on this floor
I lifted up for a moment
The original face is more unfamiliar, so I can't peel it off
Everyone is scared
Me without emotion
You are the perpetrator who made me like this
Leeches who sucked the sweet water and abandoned me
To all my fountains
The guys with straws say I have no blood or tears
Damn' right
Everyone's tight apathy
It's a cold world
I was the only one who lived naked
Now I can be anything I wanna be
What doesn't kill me
can only make me bleed
Blowing in the mirror
Looking at my cloudy face
I realized something
Maybe God and the Devil
These two are not enemies
Just the dual personality of one being

Dark clouds were clouds
thinking about it
I think you resemble me
A bitter smile is also a laughter
Because I live a world where there is no laugh
I did it for you

If you can hear me
Nod your head
Spitting in the air
I'm tired of talking to myself
Instead of pointing at me
Wave your hand
To stop walking
Because the road to go is busy

I'm comin' home
Will you help me or let me go
Put your hands out to the sky
The show goes on and on and on

I'm comin' home
Will you help me or let me go
Put your hands out to the sky
The show goes on and on and on

Done